Why did God put freaks like me on Earth?

StoicNihilist

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>One shot at life in this infinite and beautiful cosmos.

>Born as an ugly, brain damaged, slightly deformed, autist that nobody wants because my prostitute mom did drugs and drank while she was pregnant with me.


Why did God put freaks like me on Earth? Did he think it would be funny to give sentient beings desires for this life that could not possibly be achieved? Only to be spit at and mocked by normal people every time they step out of line and try to succeed? What unmitigated cruelty. I've never had any success in any facet of life because of my Fetal Drug/Alcohol exposure. My face is ugly and asymmetrical. My IQ is relatively intact but my social and emotional processing/understanding is fucked. When some people look at my face it literally takes the smile off of theirs and they try their best not to look shocked. Some people straight up just laugh and make fun of me, especially women. So needless to say I'm an incel, not just that but a straight up truecel. I've never been able to keep a job and wound up homeless a handful of times. So fuck you, God. Fuck you for ruining my life before it even started. And screw you, mom. I know that's mean to say but she has no regret for what she did. There is truly no hope for me.

I just had to vent to a community of like minded people. Sorry. Maybe you'll have some advice but I doubt it will be of much use. I will probably rope soon.
 

Nostalgicel

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a religious might say your better suited at tinkering or writing.

Evolution seems more believable: trial and error.
 

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Nostalgicel said:
a religious might say your better suited at tinkering or writing.

Evolution seems more believable: trial and error.

I'm speaking more in a metaphorical sense. It's more my moms fault. She didnt give a single ѕhit about drinking and doing drugs while pregnant. And society at large seems perfectly ok with her decisions. But the aftermath of that? That's all my fault apparently.
 

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StoicNihilist said:
>One shot at life in this infinite and beautiful cosmos.

>Born as an ugly, brain damaged, slightly deformed, autist that nobody wants because my prostitute mom did drugs and drank while she was pregnant with me.


Why did God put freaks like me on Earth? Did he think it would be funny to give sentient beings desires for this life that could not possibly be achieved? Only to be spit at and mocked by normal people every time they step out of line and try to succeed? What unmitigated cruelty. I've never had any success in any facet of life because of my Fetal Drug/Alcohol exposure. My face is ugly and asymmetrical. My IQ is relatively intact but my social and emotional processing/understanding is fucked. When some people look at my face it literally takes the smile off of theirs and they try their best not to look shocked. Some people straight up just laugh and make fun of me, especially women.
Welcome to the club tbh tbh.
So needless to say I'm an incel, not just that but a straight up truecel.
Be prepared, there are actually more chadcels than truecels. Well, like on pretty much any incel forum, it seems.
I've never been able to keep a job and wound up homeless a handful of times.
Was it because of the social skills thing? If so, in your position I would maybe look into opportunities in vocational training. You know, half a year to get a profession and then start to make ends meet. Some of the jobs require little to no social skills. You'll likely need to be able-bodied and pretty healthy, idk if you are.

Also you may need to find some intellectual high-effort cope, because bluecollarmaxing may not necessarily be intellectually challenging and you mentioned you were high IQ.

Btw usually wahmanz don't do for non-office jobs and in a male environment you may get respect if you perform well in your job, then comes socialcirclemaxing, then normie NPC life. Or at least the opportunity to pretend to lead it, thus be accepted by the society. Females will still dislike you, of course, they always mock ugly men like us.
Maybe you'll have some advice but I doubt it will be of much use. I will probably rope soon.
OK, your choice to kys. IMO before that you should think about what you'd lose and get if you attempted suicide.

Assuming successful attempt and no God around, you'll just cease to exist and that's it.

Assuming success and God's existence, you will spend eternity in the forest of self-murderers still without a job and mocked by succubi. Ultimately, your life will remain just as shitty as it is now forever.

Assuming failed attempt, you may end up disabled and, unless you live in a country with generous disability bux, absolutely screwed for the rest of your life. Not that life of a disabled person with some petty cash doesn't suck, but without money and Chad-tier looks it's a fate worse than death IMO.

Keep in mind that incels can't win and even if you try more reliable methods than roping, with like 90%+ success rate, you can still fail. Even estimated 100% chance in terms of probability doesn't mean that ѕhit will happen, just like 0% chance doesn't guarantee it won't. It's up to you to decide, but just think about it.
 

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StoicNihilist said:
>One shot at life in this infinite and beautiful cosmos.

>Born as an ugly, brain damaged, slightly deformed, autist that nobody wants because my prostitute mom did drugs and drank while she was pregnant with me.


Why did God put freaks like me on Earth? Did he think it would be funny to give sentient beings desires for this life that could not possibly be achieved? Only to be spit at and mocked by normal people every time they step out of line and try to succeed? What unmitigated cruelty. I've never had any success in any facet of life because of my Fetal Drug/Alcohol exposure. My face is ugly and asymmetrical. My IQ is relatively intact but my social and emotional processing/understanding is fucked. When some people look at my face it literally takes the smile off of theirs and they try their best not to look shocked. Some people straight up just laugh and make fun of me, especially women. So needless to say I'm an incel, not just that but a straight up truecel. I've never been able to keep a job and wound up homeless a handful of times. So fuck you, God. Fuck you for ruining my life before it even started. And screw you, mom. I know that's mean to say but she has no regret for what she did. There is truly no hope for me.

I just had to vent to a community of like minded people. Sorry. Maybe you'll have some advice but I doubt it will be of much use. I will probably rope soon.
Who cares, I'm a dumbass yet I never give up. If anything that woman's a thot, although it doesn't mean it's everyone's fault. Trust me, even though I got fucked up in life, their is always someone there who will care.
 

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Some people(new agers) believe you choose your life before you are born. So spiritually your suffering is of benefit to your soul.
 

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albie said:
you choose your life before you are born.
It is pre-determined before birth to a great extent by genes. However, you don't choose them.
So spiritually your suffering is of benefit to your soul.
Yeah, sure, that's why incels have the best personalities of all internet.
 

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albie said:
Some people(new agers) believe you choose your life before you are born. So spiritually your suffering is of benefit to your soul.
Suffering if anything has broken me down to despair. As I'm sure it has many on this forum. Unlike some who lurk on this site I'm a truecel. A freak of nature that doesn't stand a chance in hell of mating, or doing anything successful in life for that matter. It makes me laugh when I see mentalcels (incels by mental illness) on here who post pictures of themselves. They look like fuсking models and could do anything in life and be with any woman (or man) if they truly wanted. Like fuck off and talk to counselor, you won the genetic lottery quit wasting it on this site. This forum is for people who truly have no hope.
 
StoicNihilist said:
albie said:
Some people(new agers) believe you choose your life before you are born. So spiritually your suffering is of benefit to your soul.
They look like fuсking models and could do anything in life and be with any woman (or man) if they truly wanted. Like fuck off and talk to counselor, you won the genetic lottery quit wasting it on this site. This forum is for people who truly have no hope.
I agree, I can't understand these guys with good looks being an incel.
 

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StoicNihilist said:
It makes me laugh when I see mentalcels (incels by mental illness) on here who post pictures of themselves. They look like fuсking models and could do anything in life and be with any woman (or man) if they truly wanted.
Tbh, posting your pic as an incel is a guaranteed failure.
If you are a truecel, everyone will mock you.
If you are ugly or just unattractive, but manage to angle-fraud or lighting-fraud to look normal, you'll be labeled fakecel. No fraud will mean mockery again.

As for some of mentalcels, yeah, seems legit, sometimes "mentalcel" looks like it's interchangeable with "fakecel".
 

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Be prepared, there are actually more chadcels than truecels. Well, like on pretty much any incel forum, it seems.
I don't think I am chadcel or truecel. Just regular incel. Possibly a moneycel, think if I had a nice car and house I might finally get laid one day.

Can't be chadcel, since there are people with less income than me yet somehow get laid.
Assuming successful attempt and no God around, you'll just cease to exist and that's it.
Fake science. Reincarnation is the most likely outcome. Possibly being born as a new incel.

tremor said:
albie said:
you choose your life before you are born.
It is pre-determined before birth to a great extent by genes. However, you don't choose them.
So spiritually your suffering is of benefit to your soul.
Yeah, sure, that's why incels have the best personalities of all internet.
Before we begin, I just want to say I think Eliot Rodgers had a horrible personality. I tried reading his manifesto and halfway through it got too gruesome and morbid so I couldn't read anymore.

That being said, I've seen his videos. I see the good in him. Before he became a monster he seemed like a very nice guy who was different from the normies. If I was a girl I would have loved him. He was so peaceful and tranquil and not toxic like those normies. He became a toxic monster eventually and it's sad. But if the Bible is real (which I'm not saying it is) Jesus came here to suffer.
What if we came here to help change this world and add more love to the world.

What if the spirits can't predict the future. What if we came here knowing it was gonna suck, but did not know how bad, just that it would vaguely suck. Maybe we did not choose to be incel perse, but knew helping this planet would be a tough job, that it might be a possibility but weren't sure on it, and nobly came here anyway. Sort of like a firefighter going into a blaze, knowing they may live but are not sure.
 

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lordoftheincels said:
Before we begin, I just want to say I think Eliot Rodgers had a horrible personality. I tried reading his manifesto and halfway through it got too gruesome and morbid so I couldn't read anymore.
Me too. Well, I found it well-written, but it was almost exclusively about his complaints and whining. I expected more about blackpill.
That being said, I've seen his videos. I see the good in him. Before he became a monster he seemed like a very nice guy who was different from the normies. If I was a girl I would have loved him. He was so peaceful and tranquil and not toxic like those normies.
He led a charmed life, was pretty rich. They say his mom was a big bitch and treated him like ѕhit. Perhaps it was a more important factor in his personality development than absence of Stacies worshipping him.


Maybe we did not choose to be incel perse
Really? You don't say.
but knew helping this planet would be a tough job, that it might be a possibility but weren't sure on it, and nobly came here anyway. Sort of like a firefighter going into a blaze, knowing they may live but are not sure.
Tbh cope. Genetically inferior specimens simply die in a natural environment. We don't live in one though.
 

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Tbh cope. Genetically inferior specimens simply die in a natural environment. We don't live in one though.
Looks has nothing to do with it. Paranoid specimens tend to live longer (except for the stress giving heart attacks). Many incels are shy and paranoid, therefore genetically fit, even if women don't like their looks perse.

This wasn't about caveman times either, this was said with the knowledge that our souls came to this world with full knowledge of civilization. But maybe the soultech wasn't so advanced to the point where we could accurately choose our DNA.
 

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lordoftheincels said:
Looks has nothing to do with it. Paranoid specimens tend to live longer (except for the stress giving heart attacks). Many incels are shy and paranoid, therefore genetically fit, even if women don't like their looks perse.
Chad features are high T though.
https://anabolicmen.com/signs-of-high-testosterone/[/quote]
 

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lordoftheincels said:
Looks has nothing to do with it. Paranoid specimens tend to live longer (except for the stress giving heart attacks). Many incels are shy and paranoid, therefore genetically fit, even if women don't like their looks perse.
Chad features are high T though.
https://anabolicmen.com/signs-of-high-testosterone/
If so easy then Tmax and escape incel. Personally I don't like the feel of T it reduces what little calm I have. However, I am told that playing sports is higher T than watching sports, and I can't bear watching sports, i'd much rather play soccer than watch soccer.
 

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If so easy then Tmax and escape incel.
I'm long past puberty, it won't make me look any chadlier now.
Personally I don't like the feel of T it reduces what little calm I have.
Can't ascend when low T. Maybe, unless you are a pretty boy, but they aren't incels in the first place, until they start aging, balding etc.
 

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lordoftheincels said:
If so easy then Tmax and escape incel.
I'm long past puberty, it won't make me look any chadlier now.
Personally I don't like the feel of T it reduces what little calm I have.
Can't ascend when low T. Maybe, unless you are a pretty boy, but they aren't incels in the first place, until they start aging, balding etc.
If T can turn ftms into manly chads so can't it you.
 

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lordoftheincels said:
If T can turn ftms into manly chads so can't it you.
Google ftm models tbh. Look chadly. Most of them are likely manlets, however, because naturally females are on average shorter.
 

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StoicNihilist said:
albie said:
Some people(new agers) believe you choose your life before you are born. So spiritually your suffering is of benefit to your soul.
Suffering if anything has broken me down to despair. As I'm sure it has many on this forum. Unlike some who lurk on this site I'm a truecel. A freak of nature that doesn't stand a chance in hell of mating, or doing anything successful in life for that matter. It makes me laugh when I see mentalcels (incels by mental illness) on here who post pictures of themselves. They look like fuсking models and could do anything in life and be with any woman (or man) if they truly wanted. Like fuck off and talk to counselor, you won the genetic lottery quit wasting it on this site. This forum is for people who truly have no hope.
Maybe it's karma. Maybe you were a chad in a previous life and made fun of an incel.
 
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