What Were the Most Painful Blackpill Truths for You?

michael2222

Incels.Net Junior
#1 Finding out girls dont like good guys, but prefer assholes or thugs, and are proud of it.

Growing up my father verbally abused me and my mother pretty badly, with some physical abuse. I made it a goal in my life to be as friendly to everyone I could, and be nothing to people like the way my father was to us.

As I got older I thought girls would like that about me. That I was friendly and put people around me at ease. Finding out that they like assholes, and are even proud of it, thats when my heart was ripped out and smashed on the floor. When I started looking for it the proof became so easy to see. Things like my sister saying I was 'too nice' and noticing all the nicest guys I knew were incel, whereas assholes were never single.

#2 Looks matter more then anything. And you might as well be invisible if you arent 7+/10

I did all the self improvement crap. Got to a good weight. Bought nice clothes. Got a great haircut. When did I realize all of that didnt matter? My brother is a 7/10. So we are coming out of a store together. Im dressed up. maxxed out. I have $150 chukkas on. $200 sport coat. Well fitted jeans and a button down shirt. Belt. My brother is wearing red sweat pants. Dirty white nikes. Dirty white shirt. On our way to the car I noticed parked next to us was a group of women in the early 20s. When we got to the car I took a quick look over to see if they noticed me. They didnt. Their jaws were wide open looking at my brother. You'd need a bucket to collect all the drool from their car floor. I was completely ignored. Like I was invisible. I was look-maxxed. And it wasnt enough to even warrant a single glance. My brother, a 7, could literally do nothing, wear red sweat pants and dirty clothes and get more attention from women then me.

He tells me all the time about how women approach him in public and give them their numbers. That leads me to believe that ll this BS about not approaching being an incels biggest problem to be crap. Women are more then capable of approaching a man themselves or at worse being flirtacious. The difference is if you arent chad or chad-lite, they will never do it to you.

It'll never happen for me. Completely looks-maxxed Im probably a 5.5. Thats nowhere close enough for todays women. combine that with my 'nice guy' attitude and you can see why im a 33 year old pathetic loser.
 

WelcomeToMyDNA

I am who I am and I can be no other
Finding out:

That looksmaxxing won't fix me.
That manlets like myself are fucked.
That my lower third was so important but also fucked.
That women only go for chads, tyrones, etc
That dogpill literally means dogs are more desirable than me
That statusmaxxing won't help if you're a 4/10 or below
being a wagecuck or LDARing is my only option as an ugly man
That your eye area really matters and mine is fucked
That just being confident brO won't help me
That just take a shower brO won't help me
That I'll never have a JB girlfriend who hasn't rode the cock carousel
That coping forever is my only option (besides escorts)
Face theory


That it's over and it never began
 

ortharzeal

EteRnal Evil.
This.


"Muh wymyn are unhappy because of le patriarchal oppression", so we'll ruin everything for the sake of a goal that is a priori unattainable, because female greed and hypergamy know no bounds.
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
michael2222 said:
I did all the self improvement crap. Got to a good weight. Bought nice clothes. Got a great haircut. When did I realize all of that didnt matter? My brother is a 7/10. So we are coming out of a store together. Im dressed up. maxxed out. I have $150 chukkas on. $200 sport coat. Well fitted jeans and a button down shirt. Belt. My brother is wearing red sweat pants. Dirty white nikes. Dirty white shirt. On our way to the car I noticed parked next to us was a group of women in the early 20s. When we got to the car I took a quick look over to see if they noticed me. They didnt. Their jaws were wide open looking at my brother. You'd need a bucket to collect all the drool from their car floor. I was completely ignored. Like I was invisible. I was look-maxxed. And it wasnt enough to even warrant a single glance. My brother, a 7, could literally do nothing, wear red sweat pants and dirty clothes and get more attention from women then me.

He tells me all the time about how women approach him in public and give them their numbers. That leads me to believe that ll this BS about not approaching being an incels biggest problem to be crap. Women are more then capable of approaching a man themselves or at worse being flirtacious. The difference is if you arent chad or chad-lite, they will never do it to you.

It'll never happen for me. Completely looks-maxxed Im probably a 5.5. Thats nowhere close enough for todays women. combine that with my 'nice guy' attitude and you can see why im a 33 year old pathetic loser.
Sounds like your brother was witch-maxed. I don't see why women's jaws would literally drop and drool for a 7/10 guy with dirty clothes and mediocre fashion sense. Maybe he is secretly paying witches to give him a blessing or something.
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
FunnyGuy800 said:
Worst of all is knowing that some of the most evil people in the world can enjoy it. So women value their genes more than me.
Yeah. What always grinded my gears was the CEOs that probably dump chemicals in lakes, probably have 100 chicks at any given year. Its pure evil.
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
FunnyGuy800 said:
Sorry to be a depressed fuck, but In the end we all die alone :D :D :D
What does that even mean? There are plenty of people died in the hospital holding their lover's hand. Plenty of soldiers dying together on the battlefield. But it's 2019 the regurgitation and parroting of meaningless sentiments that noone truly understands.
 

FunnyGuy800

Incels.Net Junior
I mean you will never be reunited with the people in your life after you die. I'm not talking about the people who were in your life when you died.
 

Ravio

Niga cat
#1 Your purpose is to reproduce but you can't cause you are ugly as hell.
#2 Even if you won the sperm race you are not special.
#3 You might be a good person but you just get abused and mocked for it.
#4 People would rather see you dead than happy.
#5 From the moment you were born you had no chance.
#6 The status of your family decides who you are.
#7 There is nothing after death.
#8 My whole being is slowly rotting right now.
#9 Religion is just a way to manipulate the community.
#10 Love is just a temporary state of mind.
and it goes on and on
 

DarthZaza

Incels.Net Novice
The most painful truth for me is to realize that I am a really really ugly person despite all my family bs’ing me like “oh you’re such a handsome fella but you are more mature than others”-“why doesn’t he do modeling he’s so good looking”
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
I look in mirror see I'm ugly. Yet my mom says I'm not ugly. But my mom is asexual and even my dad who is a gigachad hasn't gotten laid in years.


Also sometimes when lighting is good and I'm anglemaxed I dont look ugly. But at this particular moment I was not lighting maxxed and my mom still said I was not ugly.


Also disclaimer: most women are not asexual like my mom. The idea that women don't have sex-drives is a fake meme. My mom is abnormal. She doesn't even wear feminine clothes or dresses. The vast majority of women are horn dogs for chad.
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
laurencelynch said:
I find comfort in the fact that we all die so in that respect Im equal to every chad.
I fantasize about my own death, and it brings tears of joy knowing I die in peace, not going ER, knowing that I died a victim of this world and never did anyone any harm, and am not to blame.

Then I wonder, what if I reincarnate back into this world, as another incel, and I feel unease.
 

WelcomeToMyDNA

I am who I am and I can be no other
lordoftheincels said:
laurencelynch said:
I find comfort in the fact that we all die so in that respect Im equal to every chad.
I fantasize about my own death, and it brings tears of joy knowing I die in peace, not going ER, knowing that I died a victim of this world and never did anyone any harm, and am not to blame.

Then I wonder, what if I reincarnate back into this world, as another incel, and I feel unease.
Eternal return. You'll be incel forever and ever and ever...
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
WelcomeToMyDNA said:
lordoftheincels said:
laurencelynch said:
I find comfort in the fact that we all die so in that respect Im equal to every chad.
I fantasize about my own death, and it brings tears of joy knowing I die in peace, not going ER, knowing that I died a victim of this world and never did anyone any harm, and am not to blame.

Then I wonder, what if I reincarnate back into this world, as another incel, and I feel unease.
Eternal return. You'll be incel forever and ever and ever...
Eternal return gives hope. Each incarnation of the universe is slightly different, so there's hope.

Also science says the universe is paradox and shouldn't exist in the first place.
 

WelcomeToMyDNA

I am who I am and I can be no other
lordoftheincels said:
WelcomeToMyDNA said:
lordoftheincels said:
I fantasize about my own death, and it brings tears of joy knowing I die in peace, not going ER, knowing that I died a victim of this world and never did anyone any harm, and am not to blame.

Then I wonder, what if I reincarnate back into this world, as another incel, and I feel unease.
Eternal return. You'll be incel forever and ever and ever...
Eternal return gives hope. Each incarnation of the universe is slightly different, so there's hope.

Also science says the universe is paradox and shouldn't exist in the first place.
but what if we are to be incels for eternity? there's no exit. Even suіcіde won't save us. Nothing can.
 
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