My therapist speaks for the most part and barely gives me a chance to talk. She just tells me about how I should apply for college and how I should do this and that and whatever the fuck methods to be able to fall asleep at night. None of my problems get solved. I need my mum’s help to apply for college but she’s too busy focusing on trying to find me fuck up so that she can lock me out of my PS4 account again. I even told her I’m going to kill myself but she doesn’t give a ѕhit in the slightest. I don’t want to do it but suіcіde seems really fuсking tempting at this point. I may follow through with what I said last time, idk. (I’m not going to stab police officers).