Did you get your FOIA thingy back from the FBI? Are the glowie niggas onto us bro?It's been a while. I'm doing alright these days, mostly busy with school. I notice that I feel good; I don't over think things as much, and have a new found sense of focus on what matter to me. It's weird looking at my state of mind in July-August compared to now because of the drastic change. I still do dread the future, but not to the same extent. I think reading into stoic practices has helped me a lot here, the key for me being to not worry about things that are outside of my control, which includes women. It is truly liberating to see this way. With respect to women, I think the pain for incels comes from trying to reconcile what you wish women were like and their behavior. I say accept their nature for how it is because there is nothing you can change; it is totally outside of your control; thus, it is not worth dwelling on.
Slowly, you can take back control of your life by ignoring what can not be changed (women, people's opinion, etc) and focus on what you can control (your personal level of self-respect), which entails treating yourself like someone worth caring about.