The first girl I ever loved is the reason why I'm blackpilled today. I was in the tenth grade and the halloween dance was coming up so I decided to ask my femoid best friend of 6 years (5/10) to the dance, and she said yes. But at the end of the night I tried to kiss her and she said she didn't want to be with me that way and wasn't "ready" that she changed her mind and hoped we could just be friends. Then a month later she got asked out by this normie chad football player and they had sex the first week they went out. When they broke up that fucking femoid came back crying. This is when I realized the true nature of women, they break your heart and come back crying when their Chads in shining armor break their heart. I was heartbroken for so long and when I was 17 I discovered the blackpill. My brother Jerry has also struggled with the same issues so I introduced him. Now we finally feel like were understood.