First, I'm not sure if I'm considered an Incel or not as I'm not from the Western side of the world and here we don't really use all these terms. I come across this forum from reddit while searching for Pοrn and find some of the threads really interesting and relate-able so I hope to share my life experience. Who knows, might inspire someone here.
Where I'm from, academic competition is important AF. From the time we're young, we trained to study hard and ace our exams all the way till A-levels. I was like a "bookworm" of sorts and never really have experience with the opposite gender since I'm from a boy school. After JC, we went for our 2 years of national service where my army buddies introduce me to the world of prostitutes in Malaysia and locally. I'm not handsome IRL and so never had the chance for a relationship with a girl locally since most of them are GCP (golden cheesepie, which loosely translates to gold-diggers in USA terms). I went to a local university as any men would and while other guys were chasing girls or being chased by girls, I know I can't win them so I just concentrate on my studies and got my business degree. My first job was a regional business development manager and I got the opportunity to fly to China, Thailand and Philippines a lot. Back then, China wasn't as developed and my colleagues will introduce me to the nightclubs / massage "health centers" there where I can pick almost any kind of girl I want from the bookworm kind to the slutty kind to even MILFs. I lose my virginity to prostitutes and probably bang more prostitutes than most men I know but I never relate or connect to a girl romantically.
So when I was 30, this junior of mine from uni who's 3 years younger than me suddenly talk to me. She looks alright and such and I was really curious why she even talk to me out of random. Turns out she want to find a husband to settle down and so on, so where I am, house prices are crazy and to get subsidized house prices, we need to get married. We got together and married to get the public housing. However, once we got married, she turn very cold towards me and it becomes more of a business transaction instead of a relationship. She will work till 11pm every night and I would fly off overseas every few weeks.
Fast forward 2 years, I found out that she was really close with her colleagues and she also found out about my hangouts with prostitutes. We had a huge quarrel and divorced in the following months. Due to the woman charter here, I have to give 50% of my assets to her and she married the man shortly after. Meanwhile, I gave up on the country and migrated to Thailand with whatever I had. Found a new job in Thailand given my connections and now leaving a single old man in Bangkok while having fun with more prostitutes. I guess I have nothing else to look forward to and it's kinda YOLO for me now.
Where I'm from, academic competition is important AF. From the time we're young, we trained to study hard and ace our exams all the way till A-levels. I was like a "bookworm" of sorts and never really have experience with the opposite gender since I'm from a boy school. After JC, we went for our 2 years of national service where my army buddies introduce me to the world of prostitutes in Malaysia and locally. I'm not handsome IRL and so never had the chance for a relationship with a girl locally since most of them are GCP (golden cheesepie, which loosely translates to gold-diggers in USA terms). I went to a local university as any men would and while other guys were chasing girls or being chased by girls, I know I can't win them so I just concentrate on my studies and got my business degree. My first job was a regional business development manager and I got the opportunity to fly to China, Thailand and Philippines a lot. Back then, China wasn't as developed and my colleagues will introduce me to the nightclubs / massage "health centers" there where I can pick almost any kind of girl I want from the bookworm kind to the slutty kind to even MILFs. I lose my virginity to prostitutes and probably bang more prostitutes than most men I know but I never relate or connect to a girl romantically.
So when I was 30, this junior of mine from uni who's 3 years younger than me suddenly talk to me. She looks alright and such and I was really curious why she even talk to me out of random. Turns out she want to find a husband to settle down and so on, so where I am, house prices are crazy and to get subsidized house prices, we need to get married. We got together and married to get the public housing. However, once we got married, she turn very cold towards me and it becomes more of a business transaction instead of a relationship. She will work till 11pm every night and I would fly off overseas every few weeks.
Fast forward 2 years, I found out that she was really close with her colleagues and she also found out about my hangouts with prostitutes. We had a huge quarrel and divorced in the following months. Due to the woman charter here, I have to give 50% of my assets to her and she married the man shortly after. Meanwhile, I gave up on the country and migrated to Thailand with whatever I had. Found a new job in Thailand given my connections and now leaving a single old man in Bangkok while having fun with more prostitutes. I guess I have nothing else to look forward to and it's kinda YOLO for me now.
