I still have two pictures saved of the girl that disappeared on me and ghosted me. She's completely gone. I have no way of ever finding her again. So, these pictures are all I have of her. Last night I re-read a lot of our texts. It's depressing to know that this isn't even her number anymore. Like, if I sent a text, it would go into the depths of cyber oblivion. I cried while re reading the texts. She seemed so interested in me at first. Like we'd exchange 7 texts within a span of a minute. Then she steadily stopped texting until she finally disappeared without saying goodbye. It's painful as fuck. I'm tempted to just delete all these texts, but it's the only memory I have of her. I cry hard whenever I read the messages. Knowing that I'll never be able to talk to her again is just fuсking agony and despair. It's times like these where I feel like just killing myself.