AdamKadmon
「Seventh Plague」
AdamKadmon
「Seventh Plague」
Its the samething day in and day out. Its like groundhog day, I feel like I'm in hell. The hell of stagnation. I just wish tomorrow would come already. Not the lie that always comes.
I might just turn to alcohol. To help fastforward through the mundaneness. I used to be so pumped to wake up when I was younger, everyday was a newday because i always discovered something new, whether it be a word, person, feeling, color, taste, it was endless. I thought those days would be endless. But now I dread waking up. No point in breakfast, Eating is a chore, everything tastes like water, no point in going outside, ive seen all there is to see, No point in meeting new people, connections are just too painful, theres just no point.
I might just turn to alcohol. To help fastforward through the mundaneness. I used to be so pumped to wake up when I was younger, everyday was a newday because i always discovered something new, whether it be a word, person, feeling, color, taste, it was endless. I thought those days would be endless. But now I dread waking up. No point in breakfast, Eating is a chore, everything tastes like water, no point in going outside, ive seen all there is to see, No point in meeting new people, connections are just too painful, theres just no point.
