I Wish God Was Real.

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
I lay on the floor in despair. My life feels hollow and meaningless, like a dystopia. I took the road of agnosticism, I ate the forbidden fruit of knowledge. With no god my life has no meaning or purpose.

I don't wish to be Bibleman. I don't wish to be a cuck for Christ. It's homo to have a relationship with male gods. But without god, my life has no meaning or purpose.

I want to worship Christ, but it makes me feel gay. I hate feeling like a fаg. But I cannot live without the idea of my life having purpose. Without god there is no purpose, we are all meaningless products of evolution that have no grand purpose or meaning. The only reason Richard Dawkins didn't rope is because he has a loving wife.

It used to be comforting that despite being alone and incel, a God would be watching over me, telling me that He cared, no matter if I am tossed and tied by this world, a loving Alpha male would watch over my pathetic and helpless emo soul. But it has gotten too gay, makes me want to vomit.

I want to worship the female gods. I want to worship the pagan female gods of the Sun. I want to get on my knees and submit to the Female pagan gods of love and glory. I want to worship the Female god, who has breasts and a vagina. I want her to be the same as Christ, loving and of mercy, loving me unconditionally, the sinner I am. But physically female. I don't want to have a gay relationship with a bearded man who has a foot fetish.

I want to worship the Female Goddess. I don't wish to worship the goddess of feminism. The gods of feminism are evil sex-hating gods, who hate sex and cannot love. I want to worship a female god who enjoys me worshipping her breasts and pussy. A goddess of love who watches over me and loves me unconditionally. This is what I need, to function as a Human being, not an atheist washed about by the tides, without purpose or meaning.
 

Lordgoro

MAD as a Hatter!
lordoftheincels said:
I lay on the floor in despair. My life feels hollow and meaningless, like a dystopia. I took the road of agnosticism, I ate the forbidden fruit of knowledge. With no god my life has no meaning or purpose.

I don't wish to be Bibleman. I don't wish to be a cuck for Christ. It's homo to have a relationship with male gods. But without god, my life has no meaning or purpose.

I want to worship Christ, but it makes me feel gay. I hate feeling like a fаg. But I cannot live without the idea of my life having purpose. Without god there is no purpose, we are all meaningless products of evolution that have no grand purpose or meaning. The only reason Richard Dawkins didn't rope is because he has a loving wife.

It used to be comforting that despite being alone and incel, a God would be watching over me, telling me that He cared, no matter if I am tossed and tied by this world, a loving Alpha male would watch over my pathetic and helpless emo soul. But it has gotten too gay, makes me want to vomit.

I want to worship the female gods. I want to worship the pagan female gods of the Sun. I want to get on my knees and submit to the Female pagan gods of love and glory. I want to worship the Female god, who has breasts and a vagina. I want her to be the same as Christ, loving and of mercy, loving me unconditionally, the sinner I am. But physically female. I don't want to have a gay relationship with a bearded man who has a foot fetish.

I want to worship the Female Goddess. I don't wish to worship the goddess of feminism. The gods of feminism are evil sex-hating gods, who hate sex and cannot love. I want to worship a female god who enjoys me worshipping her breasts and pusѕy. A goddess of love who watches over me and loves me unconditionally. This is what I need, to function as a Human being, not an atheist washed about by the tides, without purpose or meaning.
Reminds me of my FAVE scene...About this VERY SUBJECT! WAtch and ENJOY
https://youtu.be/fBx4b-wND-8
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
WelcomeToMyDNA said:
I actually do worship Christ. It's what has kept me from roping or going ER
Having male-on-male intimate loving relationships is fine, provided it is in small quantities and not enforced as the social standard norm...
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
Lordgoro said:
Reminds me of my FAVE scene...About this VERY SUBJECT! WAtch and ENJOY
https://youtu.be/fBx4b-wND-8
Good aesthetics, but provides no answers...
This world is a simulation, but it does not explain how the creators of this simulation came to be...
 

AfricanCel

Incels.Net Master
lordoftheincels said:
I lay on the floor in despair. My life feels hollow and meaningless, like a dystopia. I took the road of agnosticism, I ate the forbidden fruit of knowledge. With no god my life has no meaning or purpose.

I don't wish to be Bibleman. I don't wish to be a cuck for Christ. It's homo to have a relationship with male gods. But without god, my life has no meaning or purpose.

I want to worship Christ, but it makes me feel gay. I hate feeling like a fаg. But I cannot live without the idea of my life having purpose. Without god there is no purpose, we are all meaningless products of evolution that have no grand purpose or meaning. The only reason Richard Dawkins didn't rope is because he has a loving wife.

It used to be comforting that despite being alone and incel, a God would be watching over me, telling me that He cared, no matter if I am tossed and tied by this world, a loving Alpha male would watch over my pathetic and helpless emo soul. But it has gotten too gay, makes me want to vomit.

I want to worship the female gods. I want to worship the pagan female gods of the Sun. I want to get on my knees and submit to the Female pagan gods of love and glory. I want to worship the Female god, who has breasts and a vagina. I want her to be the same as Christ, loving and of mercy, loving me unconditionally, the sinner I am. But physically female. I don't want to have a gay relationship with a bearded man who has a foot fetish.

I want to worship the Female Goddess. I don't wish to worship the goddess of feminism. The gods of feminism are evil sex-hating gods, who hate sex and cannot love. I want to worship a female god who enjoys me worshipping her breasts and pusѕy. A goddess of love who watches over me and loves me unconditionally. This is what I need, to function as a Human being, not an atheist washed about by the tides, without purpose or meaning.
Dude, God is real, I am more than convinced. When I was 20, I use to be a Christian, and I prayed to God to bring me a woman, I even cried about it, then literarily the next day, a random woman that was in her early 30s and I was 20 at that time walked up to me and sat next to me. She literarily knew what I was thinking to the point where I could not even utter a word. The first thing she told me was that I looked like Michael Jackson, and she told me to stop worrying about girls, and to put God first that he will bring me someone. She walked with me around the train station, she put her arm around my arm like we were a couple, she was my type also and I never told her I was love deprived, it was like she knew I was love deprived. I felt genuinely loved at that moment, she smelled like the ocean, she hugged me tight before she departed from me, I was in awe. Never in my life have I met someone that not only understood what I was going through, but also gave me a glimpse of what I've always wanted. She left me with the messages "Put God first and everything else will be added onto you." This happened a day after I prayed to God, no lie.
 

AfricanCel

Incels.Net Master
lordoftheincels said:
Why didn't you ask for her number?

If so why don't you just pray again and get a girlfriend.
I would but I can't pray again because I've already sinned by watching porn.
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
AfricanCel said:
lordoftheincels said:
Why didn't you ask for her number?

If so why don't you just pray again and get a girlfriend.
I would but I can't pray again because I've already sinned by watching pοrn.
And somehow I'm the troll.

I thought jesus forgave all sins. Having a relationship with christ is male on male, and male-on-male relationships are usally very forgiving of polygamy.
 

AfricanCel

Incels.Net Master
lordoftheincels said:
AfricanCel said:
lordoftheincels said:
Why didn't you ask for her number?

If so why don't you just pray again and get a girlfriend.
I would but I can't pray again because I've already sinned by watching pοrn.
And somehow I'm the troll.

I thought jesus forgave all sins. Having a relationship with christ is male on male, and male-on-male relationships are usally very forgiving of polygamy.
Having a relationship with Christ is male to male or female and nonsexual :lol: Jesus forgives our sins but we keep going back to our sins. As for me, my right hand and my eyes keeps making me sin even after I ask for forgiveness, and this applies to other guys too, Were in a sinner's cycle.
 

AfricanCel

Incels.Net Master
lordoftheincels said:
Washing feet and a man that loves you unconditionally, tells you not to lust for women, and watches over you at all times. Sounds closet man.
That's why only Jesus is capable of true love, which is different from sexual love. The washing of the feet is to tell his disciples that they have to be humble, because even though he's a God, he's humble. He tells you not to lust for women because you could be lusting for a married woman, which is considered adultery because you've already committed adultery in your heart, before you actually carry it out physically by lusting over her. I don't claim to be the holy lamb of God because I myself struggle to practice these rules. I often ask God, why did you make me to seek woman and lust over her, why hath thou maketh a woman for adam if ye wants him to seek thee?
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
Spoiler alert: Thats fаg shit bro, also foot-fetish is sexual. Turn dat other cheek. If Jesus was female I'd be like the biggest Christian on the planet. Also Jesus said to be asexual, asexual is mental illness. He said not to lust, for any woman, not just married. He litterally told people to cut off their hands and implied they should turn into a eunuch if they lust. Ironic that Christians love to bully transfolk and blame atheists for creating transssexuals, when they are the one circumcizing babies and literrally brainwashing kids to want to cut off their genitals.

Spoiler alert 2: Jesus of Nazi-reth was like the first literal Hitler. Jesus hated Jewry and the whole point of his religion was to cuck Jews and make them gay, so they become sterile. That shit was never intended for Africans or any other race besides jews. Ironically it never caught on with jews, major backfire.

Also I'm not a Nazi, I'm not saying its right to exterminate all jews, but that was the general idea behind christianity, to brainwash people, mainly jews, into being sterile cucks.
 

jackson82

Incels.Net Junior
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