I am a 28 year old virgin shut in living in Japan.

Hikikomori

Incels.Net Junior
I’m a newcomer to this forum. Let me tell you a little about myself. I am half Japanese half white living in Japan since the age of 13.

Living in the states I was always picked on for being that skinny short kid who doesn’t talk. And when ever I tried to talk to the females in class they would call me creepy. I’ve never hugged or held hands with any female other than family members.

When I moved to Japan things got worse. I had no friends and whenever I tried to make friends they would reject me because I guess I’m too quiet. There is this one female in my Japanese high school that I thought was absolutely ideal female for me but whenever I tried greet her she would ignore me and tell her friends that “the creepy half breed tried to talk to me”. All I was trying to be was a nice gentleman.

Fast forward to now, I’m 28 have no job live with my mom and I don’t leave the house or my room for anything. I’m afraid of judgment by the normal people outside. All I do is sit in my room, play on my PC, and watch porn.

Recently I was snooping on my high school crush’s Facebook, the one I mentioned above. She is dating some ugly half Japanese half black guy. And I am absolutely disgusted by it. I don’t understand why she rejected me and chose some half black dude. My stomach hurt so much by the site of his face next to the female that was meant for me. Which is why I’m here looking for support.

Also I saved the photo of the the female and the half black guy so I can show you guys and so you can see what I’m talking about. How an ugly half black guy can get a beautiful Japanese female. I’m half white half Japanese more sought after mix than that. Which is why I’m so angry.
 

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lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
I'd say the majority of Japanese females are traitors of their own race.

I think it is because, females in general, have the minds of brutes or Klingons. My theory is, its because Japan lost the war and females thus hate their own race, like Klingon savages who look down on any male who does not achieve victory.
 

ortharzeal

EteRnal Evil.
Not the best idea to post the pic here unless you have a permission.

Anyway, welcome aboard. It's clearly over for you.
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
Not the best idea to post the pic here unless you have a permission.

Anyway, welcome aboard. It's clearly over for you.
Most of japan is incel and the streets arent patrolled by blue pilled cucks, I dont think japanese people will give him a hard time for not being a bluepilled norman.
 

Hikikomori

Incels.Net Junior
I'd say the majority of Japanese females are traitors of their own race.

I think it is because, females in general, have the minds of brutes or Klingons. Japan lost the war and females thus hate their own race, like Klingon savages who look down on any male who does not achieve victory.
What makes me upset is that guy is not at all genetically superior to me. He’s got Negroid genetics which is not a good thing in Japan. Only reason why she chose him as a mate is probably because he’s tall and plays sports or something. He probably treats her badly. But yet she chose this guy over me to mate with.
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
What makes me upset is that guy is not at all genetically superior to me. He’s got Negroid genetics which is not a good thing in Japan. Only reason why she chose him as a mate is probably because he’s tall and plays sports or something. He probably treats her badly. But yet she chose this guy over me to mate with.
Yeah I think incel is a curse because none of female behavoir really scientifically adds up.
 

Hikikomori

Incels.Net Junior
I'd say the majority of Japanese females are traitors of their own race.

I think it is because, females in general, have the minds of brutes or Klingons. My theory is, its because Japan lost the war and females thus hate their own race, like Klingon savages who look down on any male who does not achieve victory.
Yeah I guess I’m destined to live a lonely life with no one to care for me after my mom passes away. I’ll probably die alone somewhere.
 

Che

Staff
They called you the creepy half breed !!
I would beat the shit out of anyone who calls me something like this
 

Kolibri

Destroyer of Soy
That's highly unusual because usually Japanese people, like other Asians, hate black people. I'm sure if I went over there I'd be an even worse incel than I already am. I think you just have awful luck.
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
As I said, incel is a curse.

Japanese women: "Im a racist that hates hate half breeds even if they look white and japanese!"

Japanese women: "I suddenly love black half breeds!"


SJW woman: "I hate racists and I love half breeds!"

SJW woman to half breed incel: "Check your priviledge you half breed incel scum"
 

Hikikomori

Incels.Net Junior
It’s as if society wants to keep me from breeding. And encourages lesser people to breed. It’s as if they want me to commit suіcіde or something. I can’t even pay to lose my virginity. They have brothels and blowjob/hand job places all over Japan. When I was 20 I tried to go to a blowjob place and men in suits stopped me and told me Japanese only. And I even brought my Japanese passport as proof because I knew they were going to give me problems for not looking Japanese enough. But they still turned me away.

I’m seriously getting tired of existing. I don’t have any enjoyment in life.
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
Seems like a rigged curse. In your photos you look fully japanese and not even a half breed. How would they even know?

I believe we are inside a matrix simulation and they are computer npcs rigged to make us want to suіcіde. That is why I dont suіcіde. I am in the same boat you are in. But according to simulation rules, suіcіde will result in a respawn and failure condition. suіcіde will not likely result in ascencion, but I am not sure.
 

Hikikomori

Incels.Net Junior
Seems like a rigged curse. In your photos you look fully japanese and not even a half breed. How would they even know?

I believe we are inside a matrix simulation and they are computer npcs rigged to make us want to suіcіde. That is why I dont suіcіde. I am in the same boat you are in. But according to simulation rules, suіcіde will result in a respawn and failure condition. suіcіde will not likely result in ascencion, but I am not sure.
That is not a photo of me I attached. That is the photo of the black/Japanese Chad
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
This is me when I was 22.
Not bad looking but its easy to tell you are not fully japanese. You kind of look like a white dude. But statistically, Japanese women prefer whites over their own race. So it still doesn't add up.

Also when you were saying he was half black, i was expecting Tiger woods, who most women fawn over.

Although, dont get mad when i say this, but the half black guy looks more like a noble samurai warrior. He doesnt really even look like a black person like tiger woods.
 

Deku

Femoid
Yea your not ugly but you don't look very Japanese at all and like lordoftheincels I had the perception that Japanese women were into white guys. Also the dude your talking about definitely leans towards Japanese looking but I also assumed they weren't huge of the idea of darker skin of average.
 

Hikikomori

Incels.Net Junior
Not bad looking but its easy to tell you are not fully japanese. You kind of look like a white dude. But statistically, Japanese women prefer whites over their own race. So it still doesn't add up.

Also when you were saying he was half black, i was expecting Tiger woods, who most women fawn over.

Although, dont get mad when i say this, but the half black guy looks more like a noble samurai warrior. He doesnt really even look like a black person like tiger woods.
I guess the female that rejected me prefers barbaric brutish men over smart sophisticated gentlemen. That is why this society is screwed
 

lordoftheincels

Incels.Net Master
I guess the female that rejected me prefers barbaric brutish men over smart sophisticated gentlemen. That is why this society is screwed
All women are like this unless of course in the case of mtf transsexuals who are chadstacies.

Women will fuck another woman but will not date a wimpy male and demands a man who is a bit of a samurai.
 

Deku

Femoid
I guess the female that rejected me prefers barbaric brutish men over smart sophisticated gentlemen. That is why this society is screwed
What did he do that makes him barbaric and brutish? She sounded like she was pretty horrible to say that to you but maybe she's changed her mind about mixed race people now that she's not a stupid teen? It's a great thing to be smart and polite. Also if you don't mind me asking, how long have you been a Hikikomori for?
 
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