at 15 ı think ı found out that ı considered as "ugly" in society because ım kurdish and ı REALLY look like iranian national to the point if ı let my beard grow for 2 weeks ı look like a jihadist because of the fuсking media here in turkey we are basically mix between asian and european(mostly european looking) so ıf a guy(like me) look a little to much like a middle easteren you can slap him with the title of terrorist so no stacy or becky would look at me . at first ı tried to deny it but to no avail with me being havent talken to a girl friend(yes the space is here for a reason) since ı was born. and low to none selfesteem. and ı just accepted the fact that beatiful womans will look for chads and ı dont blame them cause of the media messing with my mind as a child everytime ı look at the mirror ı see a dissapoinmenti discovered it when i was around 10 years old, when a female classmate wich was 15 inches taller than me and 66 pounds heavier than me hit me, but when i dared to hit her back, everyone taged me as a coward and i was nearly sent to the principal office. At that same age, i saw too how the teachers were less strict with women than with men, for example, when men said bad words(like the word "stupid") they were sent to the principal office, but if women did the same they were only scolded in a very light way. So, at wich age you discovered women are the privileged gender?