1. Tupolev

    "Help" comes from self discipline and mental toughness.

    If you're waiting for a psychiatrist, psychologist, or therapist to fix you, I've got some bad news for you. You're going to be waiting until they drop your casket. I have schizoaffective disorder, O.C.D, social anxiety, and depression. I've received every kind of "treatment plan" there...
  2. Tupolev

    Slipping into the gates of hell.

    Another day closer to death, just trying to fight the sickness that plagues my fucking brain. Trying to get better, but i can feel the foundation cracking. It's all slipping away again. My mental illness is stronger than i am, and i feel like just giving in. Fighting this illness is like trying...