#ldar

  1. NoHopeNoFear

    I think I've taken the OysterPill

    Nothing seems more appealing to me now than eternal sleep, death is the best. Even if I were to choose to go back and be bluepilled I would rather just sleep forever than stress myself over that. The amount of times I've lapsed in and out of suicidal ideation within these past 3 years is quite...
  2. NoHopeNoFear

    An lone observer looks back....

    I used to go to a choir for about a year before my mental health really took a turn for the worse and I quit. I was performing at this venue with all these quirky theatre-type kids and was in a really traditional English setting with an old fashioned choir of men and women to my left and out in...
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