#fuck

Nothing seems more appealing to me now than eternal sleep, death is the best. Even if I were to choose to go back and be bluepilled I would rather just sleep forever than stress myself over that. The amount of times I've lapsed in and out of suicidal ideation within these past 3 years is quite...

only to find that it sucks donkey dick. I just wanna be bluepilled and lay down on some fat titties tbh tbh ngl